{"id":1308,"date":"2011-09-02T11:49:59","date_gmt":"2011-09-02T15:49:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/underbellyofsunshine.com\/?p=1308"},"modified":"2011-09-02T11:49:59","modified_gmt":"2011-09-02T15:49:59","slug":"pray-tell","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/underbellyofsunshine.com\/?p=1308","title":{"rendered":"Pray Tell"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not a religious person. That doesn&#8217;t mean I&#8217;m a bad person or that I&#8217;m anti-religion, it just means that religion is not a huge part of my life. I think this is a result of going to Catholic schools my whole life and the experiences I have had that may have disillusioned me. I do know a lot about religion, and not just my own, I find it to be a fascinating topic. I also don&#8217;t stop people from believing in what they believe but I do ask questions to find out why they believe or just to get a different perspective. I am unsure why people get so up-in-arms when others do not see their view on religion because they all preach pretty much the same thing just in different ways.<\/p>\n<p>With all that said, the other day I prayed.<\/p>\n<p>I wasn&#8217;t told I to do so. I wasn&#8217;t asking for something. I wasn&#8217;t looking for guidance. I wasn&#8217;t in a bad place. I just kind of did it.<\/p>\n<p>Since I moved into my new place I&#8217;ve been having all my meals on the balcony (<a href=\"https:\/\/underbellyofsunshine.com\/?p=1295\">I mentioned this before<\/a>). It is a great place to enjoy the summer breeze, listen to the city, and enjoy the view. I stepped through the door into the warm evening air and made myself comfortable. I sat there for a moment pleased with myself as I looked at the dinner I had prepared. Steaming ground beef, sauteed mushrooms, tomatoes, shredded cheese, and alfalfa sprouts\u00c2\u00a0separated\u00c2\u00a0in their own little piles circling the plate; a smaller plate with 4 flat breads; a glass of ruby red grapefruit juice. Fajitas! It looked good. I raised my head to see the vista before me, one half of the sky was already the deep blue of night, a few stars dotting the sky and the lights of distant buildings. The sun was low on the other side hiding behind a few tall buildings, colours of yellow, purple and red pooled in the sky.<\/p>\n<p>I was feeling content. The world isn&#8217;t perfect, my world isn&#8217;t perfect, but at that moment I was alright with that. Things could be worse after all. And then the word &#8220;grace&#8221; popped into my head. To me that translated into saying grace.<\/p>\n<p>The moment was almost ruined as it took me a while to remember the grace. The first prayer to come up was, of course, the Our Father. I have probably said that prayer more than I have said my name in my life so i should remember it. The next was The Lord is My Sheppard. A prayer that is meant to be comforting before bed but a little unnerving; it makes you think of your mortality before you sleep, that is the stuff of nightmares. I was disappointed that I couldn&#8217;t remember the grace as even hymns that I haven&#8217;t sung since elementary school seemed to come to me easier. But I calmed my self and took a deep breath, closed my eyes and said the word &#8220;Grace&#8221; out loud and the rest of the words came to me.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><em>Grace before meals<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><em>Bless us oh Lord<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><em>For these, Thy gifts<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><em>Which we are about to receive<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><em>From Thy bounty<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><em>Through Christ our Lord in heavan<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\"><em>Amen<\/em><\/p>\n<p>It is a simple, sweet prayer of thanks that took me back to when I was young at my mother&#8217;s table. At that age your world is whatever is happening at that moment, you had no baggage, grudges weren&#8217;t kept, and you were easy to please. I opened my eyes and that feeling stayed with me. The sky was a little darker but things seemed brighter. I just felt good.<\/p>\n<p>Well that is it. I just wanted to share that.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/underbellyofsunshine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/10\/icon-copy-profile.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-40\" title=\"icon-copy-profile\" src=\"https:\/\/underbellyofsunshine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/10\/icon-copy-profile.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"75\" height=\"75\" \/><\/a>Tra<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not a religious person. That doesn&#8217;t mean I&#8217;m a bad person or that I&#8217;m anti-religion, it just means that religion is not a huge part of my life. I think this is a result of going to Catholic schools my whole life and the experiences I have had that may have disillusioned me. 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